"We all have someone that digs at us
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday
If I turn into another
Dig me out from under what is covering the better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone
Each other, when everything else is gone..."
Today I had a wonderful morning catching up over a cafe breakfast with my girls. It felt so good. I really am starting to realize how cut off I've been from everyone but Jared... like I'm falling behind them on the road of life, being overtaken by everyone... I really need to keep on top of it. It's such a nice feeling to be back in a group of girls... I even followed Deanna into her AUT lecture, which is where I am now. This morning has made me see just how much I actually miss school... not the classes, obviously, but the atmosphere and the connection with everybody; seeing the same people every day, being up-to-date with everyone just through "the grapevine"... and being at the same institution at the same time, day in, day out. Deanna is one of my best, best friends, but I somehow managed to not seek out to talk to her for months. (Hi De, if you're reading this later haha) Just spending an hour in her company makes me feel so happy and loved. How could I have forgotten that? Resolution- keep up with Deanna.
Ironically, the lecture I'm chilling in right now is about how relationships work. It's kind of interesting, though for someone who overthinks everything like I do, it's kinda commonsense-ish.
The lecturer just said "the substance of relationships is communication". It's so simple, and so true.
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thank the lord for your self-awareness! as long as you're aware of your behaviour then you don't have anything to worry about. Becuase I've witnessed sooo many times how easy it is for girls to completely cut themselves off from everyone and everything but their boyfriend. But you've never struck me as being too bad with it but like I said it's great that you're aware of it.
ReplyDeleteand the whole missing the school people thing is like.. the last few months of my life haha.
but yeah. i'm happy that you're spending time with your best bud, what would we do without best friends?! :P
Hmm. I SWEAR I wrote a comment on this ages ago but now that I come back..it's not here, so maybe imagined it!!! Anyway. *hug* for the entry. I can't wait till exams are over and then we can hang out more (I'm planning on having a sleep over :) ) I finally started my own blog so come visit!
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xx De